Tuesday, November 07, 2006

hallo. just slept like 4 hours. man feels shuang. waiting for my dinner to start. oh well. today was kinda mixed. went to shoot the pw video with my pw group members in the morning. cant wait to have a glimpse of how stupid i look. yups. den went to school for the check thingy. everythings fine. if only i could go to school for the cheque thingy. haha. i really need a job.

and tmr i shall go to school again. haha. to pass like 2 sheets of paper to fauz. oh wells. someone remind me to top up my card. was feeling really annoyed with myself just now but after a nap and after listening to some worship songs and really drawed the presence. felt much better. u know its like sometimes, u keep doing certain stuff, u just get so tired of it, u wish u could breakout of it but somehow after fighting it, u just give in. the devil is such a bugger. oh wells. shall try not to do it all over again.

i wonder if there are any league cup matches on tonight. after 4 hours of sleep i dun think i m gonna be able to sleep tonight.

anyway wasnt in a very good mood in the morning la. den this fella asked if i was going for something la. so i mean like i was just asking the time again so i could check with my mom if i could go. den u give me some answer about not listening or smt. i was told its 7 plus so i wanted to check the time again can. so i just went sheeesh. den ur message wasnt very nice either. and i totally didnt like the way u assumed i didnt want to go. i mean like wads ur prob man.

oh and i was listening to the words of this other fella. was really amazed by how wise he was. heh, and he said he was not in a very strong spiritual state. and capable of such words. heh. guess it the level one would rise to when hes been in church for so long. not so easily shackled by the devil.

bleh. i need to get stronger!

|cowpoo| 8:04 PM|

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